2o12

i thank God 2o11 had been so awesome well these 20 years had been awesome i guess..

started the year with a broken heart, then a jerk came up giving me light of hope. brought the memories to the down under land. got dumped and fortunately survived hahaha. made new friends. died studying and scored. super lovely birthday bash! traveled~~~ got back home, drowned with uni things and weekend jobs. another best student award. 25 freakin credits. hung out too much. in love with finance subject <3 launched the business club. best fairytale crew of the year award. got a crush. freaked out once, but not anymore.

and just now i realized i’m 20. and going 21. time really does fly……

so life shouldn’t be in vain anymore.

the guy from ipanema

the title was taken from his our favorite song: the girl from ipanema. well this song is so oldies but we both like it.

it has been a month since we went out for the first time even though it was incidental, but i assumed it was an intimate time knowing more about each other, spending time together outside our project or put simply, “an unofficial date”. that night we went for dinner after the big event of our “baby” grand launching, and it was impressive. i don’t really remember what we were talking about [because i was freakin tired at that time], but i do remember how i felt at that time. i was really confused about his motivation asking me out. i was afraid that i had misunderstood if he was kinda interested to me. and as always, no one knows the answer of this [except himself] [in which it is impossible for me to ask]; the time will answer it.

and bloody yeah, this curiosity bugs the impatient me a lot, but i’m trying to enjoy every little progress that made us closer.

this guy totally definitely rocks my world. the thing is, i still got “other babies” to nurture: hmj, busclub itself, the cfp program [if i'm taking it], my weekend jobs, my bloody 25credited semester geeeeezz my grades suck this semester and even my faculty advisor warns me about my grades.

and to be frank, i’m not quite ready for another “baby” to look after…, but this “baby” is too special and bloody irresistible. it’s like “now or never” thingy. yes we are both kinda busy with our stuffs, but it doesn’t mean things wont work out. i’m longing for this kinda relationship for yearsssss [this by means having a close relationship with someone who cares about me, who can direct me and whom i respect]. now it’s in front of me though it’s still kinda blur. and so premature. i’m afraid it will be too late to step back, or too soon to move forward.

and in between these confusions, i know it’s always the time who’s going to answer.

this reminds me of my other favorite song: so close, but still so far. . . . .

long time no blog

had been extremely busy for this crazy little thing called love <3

UPHS SMART Business Club

the grand launching was advertised on JawaPos 17/11, live from SMART FM 88.9 18/11, broadcasted on JTV 20/11

so if you have ever watched Jakarta Lawyers Club (now is known as Indonesia Lawyers Club), this is similar. we gather students interested in business to discuss their ideas, share their experiences, and most importantly, to expand their networks. the club is kinda serious and formal; hopefully it wont discourage students to join since the involvement in the club will be an advantage for our future.

the founding fathers

the prep for the grand launching was super tiring. shorter sleeps (and less peaceful), anxiety, emotions; i’ve invested by best of time, mind and energy for this club. well, i’m not hoping people appreciate my huge effort, but as long as they’re interested and joining this club, that’s such an equivalent trade off for these frustrations.

i raise my hat as an appreciation to the president of the club, johanes abdi mulia, for his great ideas and sharp visions, for his integrity and commitment, for his sacrifices and willingness, for his gentle care and support to the team, bravo boss!

…and the love thingy is true. i just couldnt deny it. HAHAHA

happy 8th of october :)

it has been a year since we’re really get to know each other, well we used to be. last year i’ve prepared a blast to impress him; this year not anymore. we’ll see what i got for him this year.

i decided to give him an ipad.

a fake one.

happy birthday mate! xoxo

onigiri sukak!

had been so antisocial this september. glad it’s over! LOL

woke up at 5 and slept late. started the days with bible reflection then jumped to the kitchen after taking a bath. [skipped morning papers] what did i do? making onigiri

onigiri sukak!

then sent it to petra1 canteen and brought it to uni. got lectures hoammssss, moved to fairytale office, attended meetings and stuffs, went home and tepar-ed. literally figuratively had no energy to do things. did no homeworks, no reviews, no tvs, no how i met your mothers, geeeez.

but it was worth it. the onigiri thingy was indeed, a success! it was an entrepreneurship subject project, done by 5 of us for the whole awesome month. and now we’re still taking a break due to exam week [and keep taking orders!] we sold the onigiri at uni, petra1, sinlui’s bazaar, and taking some order from friends. we made them by ourselves haha. enjoying it <3

the recipe? it’s our secret. but told ya, it’s very simple actually. and it’s not the reason why we succeeded in this project, believe me. it’s the innovation. we kept innovating each week for four weeks: adding variants, upgrading ingredients, improving our packaging, etc. maybe iva and bel should try this trick for their krb

wanna try some?